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Journal Entry: Sun Mar 30, 2008, 7:10 PM
  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Bittersweet ~ Within Temptation
  • Reading: This Page
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: The Game of Life
  • Drinking: Red juice in a glass
I guess we all feel this way sometimes, and I hate it when it happens for an unknown reason. I've been feeling sad durring the night the last 3 days so far, and I had no idea why, but only grew more and more sad. So, I decided to finally sit and just think of what the problem is.

I couldn't pinpoint one thing, but it came to the conclusion that I have just grown tired of life.
NO! I won't dare commit suicide or anything, it's not THAT serious. But, when I think of it, life has nothing exciting to offer me, or at least I haven't experienced that exciting factor of life yet.

We all only have one, so I want every part of it to count. Yes, the people i know and meet make my life amazing, but I feel there's so much more i could've done.

I hate school so much. Not the institution, but what society does. We learn things everyday. Our minds are there to attempt to understand things; to think. A single institution telling me my comprehension of maths, sciences and English determine my future and acceptance into other institutions is far from what I think true learning is.

School is the least of my problems, but just average conformation to what society demands sickens me.

It's like modern slavery and going against it just spending your life doing things you love WHEN you want goes against that path they pave. I want the perfect opportunity to just do what I want when I want to in life. I'm just too afraid to challenge the masses. I want to travel, but to travel, you need money. To get money, you need a job. To get a great job, chances are you need education under your belt. Great education welcomes pressure. I don't want this.

I know I sound like a spoiled kid who doesn't want to work to live, but that's besides the point. I don't mind working, I just want to work at my own path and pace. Your probably saying, "well, you can still do that". But I don't want society holding me back for not working at the pace they expect me to.

I'm just meh, tired of life. Only a couple of people I can really talk to about this, but of course, they're not around. My bf isn't helping much: " Is it your time of the month?" so meh. Best thing about journals/blogs is I can share my feelings and no one has to give a crap, but they're still there to share.

Have a nice night/day everyone!

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Interests: Dancing, singing, drawing, writting, video editing, volleyball, soccer, anime, penguins, nice people
  • Favourite movie: A Walk to Remember, Crash, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Friday, Titanic, Silent Hill..much more^^&
  • Favourite band or musician: Namie Amuro, Koda Kumi, Red, Within Temptation, Ayumi Hamasaki, Rakim y KenY, Aventura, Xtreme etc..
  • Favourite genre of music: Originality!
  • Favourite artist: many
  • Favourite poet or writer: my sister
  • Operating System: Windows XP ^^
  • MP3 player of choice: Insignia
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Tekken, Time Spliter's, FEAR, Tomb Raider! And soon, my own
  • Favourite gaming platform: ~*PlayStation!*~123
  • Favourite cartoon character: Buttercup, Batgirl, Felix the Cat, Piplup haha
  • Personal Quote: ***Carpe Diem***

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~vezeta:iconvezeta: 2 days 6 hours ago
:heart:

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~bara-san:iconbara-san: 2 days 12 hours ago
thanks for the fav
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*Louisalings:iconLouisalings: Apr 13, 2008, 12:36:53 AM
Thank you so much for the :+fav:! :)

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*Iardacil:iconIardacil: Apr 4, 2008, 1:13:03 AM
Thank you so much for :+fav: on "Ode to Darfur". Glad you liked it :heart:

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~mizeryfoxo0:iconmizeryfoxo0: Apr 3, 2008, 7:45:48 PM
so how are you ?????

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~mizeryfoxo0:iconmizeryfoxo0: Apr 2, 2008, 7:21:37 PM
go look at my poems please *begs*

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"The greatest distance on earth is not north and south, it is when I am right in front of you and you do not know that I love you."


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~Chibi-Bombon:iconChibi-Bombon: Apr 2, 2008, 12:55:59 PM
ur welcome ^^

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`love4art:iconlove4art: Apr 2, 2008, 4:35:58 AM
Thank you so much for the fav. :aww: :cuddle:!!

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~Chibi-Bombon:iconChibi-Bombon: Apr 2, 2008, 4:02:53 AM
yer welcome dawg

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~*Life has it's challenges, both great and small, and I approach each with a smile =3*~
~Chibi-Bombon:iconChibi-Bombon: Apr 2, 2008, 4:02:24 AM
haha no problem :D

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~*Life has it's challenges, both great and small, and I approach each with a smile =3*~
~Chibi-Bombon:iconChibi-Bombon: Apr 2, 2008, 4:02:00 AM
your welcome! ^-^

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~omegach:iconomegach: Apr 1, 2008, 10:58:44 PM
thanks fer the fave dawg
~Cobyfrog:iconCobyfrog: Apr 1, 2008, 10:05:55 PM
Thankage for the Favage >.<

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Cloud is my Homey, Allen's my pal.
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(Cloud more then Allen ^-~)
~Little-China-Doll:iconLittle-China-Doll: Apr 1, 2008, 8:32:27 PM
i appreciate the fav+ thank you!
~mizeryfoxo0:iconmizeryfoxo0: Apr 1, 2008, 3:43:52 PM
yep it was so awsome :dance:

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~Chibi-Bombon:iconChibi-Bombon: Apr 1, 2008, 3:06:55 PM
you're welcome! ^_^

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*dgreene:icondgreene: Apr 1, 2008, 1:24:43 PM
Thank you for the add to your favorites!

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~Chibi-Bombon:iconChibi-Bombon: Apr 1, 2008, 12:44:12 PM
you're very welcome :w00t:

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~*Life has it's challenges, both great and small, and I approach each with a smile =3*~
~Chibi-Bombon:iconChibi-Bombon: Apr 1, 2008, 12:43:51 PM
you're welcome :D

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~*Life has it's challenges, both great and small, and I approach each with a smile =3*~
~Chibi-Bombon:iconChibi-Bombon: Apr 1, 2008, 12:43:41 PM
No problem! ^^

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~*Life has it's challenges, both great and small, and I approach each with a smile =3*~
*intano:iconintano: Apr 1, 2008, 10:46:19 AM
thank you so much :cuddle:

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*YOSHIMETAL:iconYOSHIMETAL: Apr 1, 2008, 10:18:31 AM
:wave: many thanks for the :+fav:

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~Chibi-Bombon:iconChibi-Bombon: Apr 1, 2008, 4:02:28 AM
hahahaha thats so awesome. ur the only person i know whos ever said they feel evil XD but after reading ur journal, i understand why >:3

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~*Life has it's challenges, both great and small, and I approach each with a smile =3*~