I guess we all feel this way sometimes, and I hate it when it happens for an unknown reason. I've been feeling sad durring the night the last 3 days so far, and I had no idea why, but only grew more and more sad. So, I decided to finally sit and just think of what the problem is.

I couldn't pinpoint one thing, but it came to the conclusion that I have just grown tired of life.
NO! I won't dare commit suicide or anything, it's not THAT serious. But, when I think of it, life has nothing exciting to offer me, or at least I haven't experienced that exciting factor of life yet.

We all only have one, so I want every part of it to count. Yes, the people i know and meet make my life amazing, but I feel there's so much more i could've done.

I hate school so much. Not the institution, but what society does. We learn things everyday. Our minds are there to attempt to understand things; to think. A single institution telling me my comprehension of maths, sciences and English determine my future and acceptance into other institutions is far from what I think true learning is.

School is the least of my problems, but just average conformation to what society demands sickens me.

It's like modern slavery and going against it just spending your life doing things you love WHEN you want goes against that path they pave. I want the perfect opportunity to just do what I want when I want to in life. I'm just too afraid to challenge the masses. I want to travel, but to travel, you need money. To get money, you need a job. To get a great job, chances are you need education under your belt. Great education welcomes pressure. I don't want this.

I know I sound like a spoiled kid who doesn't want to work to live, but that's besides the point. I don't mind working, I just want to work at my own path and pace. Your probably saying, "well, you can still do that". But I don't want society holding me back for not working at the pace they expect me to.

I'm just meh, tired of life. Only a couple of people I can really talk to about this, but of course, they're not around. My bf isn't helping much: " Is it your time of the month?" so meh. Best thing about journals/blogs is I can share my feelings and no one has to give a crap, but they're still there to share.

Have a nice night/day everyone!

I don't think anyone would really read this, but I am completely new to DA ^^ My name's Sierra, I'm 17 years old and live in Washington DC. I'm usually on gametrailers.com as Babygurl, but after some influence, I finally made an account here.

I'm actually pretty excited now since most of the things I enjoy doing are pretty much the majority of things in this site. Although I'm not the best at what I do, I hope to get much muuuuuch better as well as a better camera to work with >_>'

So yes, more about me, I guess.

I LOVE videogames.

My favorite Final Fantasy game is X, and my favorite character in Final Fantasy series' is Zack for male and Tifa for female.

I PWN SO HARD at Tekken. I started off playing Tekken 2 when I was 8 with Michelle and then later on played Tekken 3 where I finally grew to love the game. My first character in Tekken 3 to play with was Ling Xiaoyu who I pretty much mastered in a matter of 2 nights lol. Tekken is like seriously one of my favorite games of all time. My main characters are Xiaoyu, Michelle, Christie, and Jun. But since Jun's gone, I mostly play my best with Xiaoyu and Asuka

I actually also LOVE martial arts movies. I guess I was influenced to playing Tekken so much because I was first introduced Soul Edge, now known as Soul Calibur. Regardless, it's because of these games and the fact that my uncle is pretty much mastering many different arts that I've been so into martial arts myself.

For a while, I learned Chaolin Wushu from him which made me even MORE excited since it's similar to Xiaoyu's style. However, I haven't been very active in going to my classes due to some transportation problem and laziness on my part. Either way, I WILL be getting back into it. I didn't make it too far though...gold sash in class, but my skill level was on green.

Aside from that, I'm just an average Catholic School Girl who's not Catholic lol

I love eating healthy foods, but I also love things with flavor. Spicy foods are the best! And I'll eat just about anything with rice. Also, I can never get tired of eating natural fruits. Ugh all this talk about food is getting me hungry now and it's like 3am...I may be a really thin girl, but I can seriously eat...a lot haha

I like to think of myself as an optimistic person for the most part. My goal in life is to be happy and live life to the fullest every moment possible. I love to cross boundaries and do the unexpected

I love family which is why I love meeting new people. All my friends I meet are like new additions to my family. So I welcome everyone with open arms =3 Even if you don't know me, I'd talk to you like we've known each other for years.

So yeah, I'm even more tired now and I hope that's a good enough profile for me. To put me in a nutshell, I just love to make people smile ^_^ My nickname is Funshine at school, for obvious reasons lol

!!!Even if nobody reads this, I hope you all have a very nice day/night!!!